The sinful comatose made an unholy confession. A Christian OnlyF star says she feels more connected to her faith since she started her pervert career seven years ago, and now believes God brought her to earth to help other women escape shame about their sex, Thus “liberating” the sense of shame. “God’s message is clear: I’m here to be a porn star,” Courtney Tillia, 35, said in a statement to The Daily Star on Sunday. my way of serving.”
The mother of four was a former high school teacher who found her life meaningless and her spirituality affected by it. “Before I quit teaching, I felt super disconnected from myself and from God,” recalls the Los Angeles bombshell. “I didn’t know what my purpose in life was or how to help others.”
In 2016, Tilila found the courage to leave the classroom and open an OnlyF account with the support of her husband Nick.
The former teacher admitted that she initially felt ashamed of her adult antics before slowly realizing that her strict Christian upbringing was the source of her guilt.
“I had a lot of sexual shame myself in the beginning. I remember one photo shoot with a couple of porn stars and I was so emotional. I could feel society and religion judging me, and I was very aware of that,” explains Tillia .